Queen's Speech #4

It is without question that trying to live up to a title like The Queen can be very difficult. Being The Queen means a lot of different things. One of the most important aspects of being The Queen, though, is poise. In particular, maintaining your poise in times of great pressure or stress - times when lesser beings are likely to crack. It is extremely important for The Queen to stand strong and hold tightly to their convictions, if for no other reason than to serve as an example to others. That is, after all, what it means to be a leader. Still, this can be one of the most difficult aspects of "queendom" to gain control of.

For this Queen, in particular, it is becoming increasingly daunting. It's not that I am not pulling it off so much as it is that I am finding it more & more difficult to maintain my faith in what I am saying in order to remain poised. Life can throw so many different difficulties your way but at the same time it cannot at all. You see, I have always believed that life is what you make it & that we have control over the things that happen to us and how we allow ourselves to be affected by it. Where this becomes difficult is when other people get involved. You see, not everybody lives by the same belief system that I do and will hear others speaking their opinions on situations, or saying generally negative things about life in general & they will come to question the things that are happening in their lives. This is where one differentiates reserves from the rest in order to stand tall as The Queen. The Queen will always remain steadfast & do everything in her power to prove to the rest of the world that she has control over her own life & what happens to her, & show them that they can, as well. This is what I am trying my best to do right now but it is coming with a lot of opposition. This is fine - every Queen has to face these types of adversarial forces but only a true Queen succeeds.

I will prove myself to be a true Queen. I will do everything in my power to prove myself. In the words of the Lady Gaga song that is the inspiration for this entire blog, "This is my chance to release it."